Something's missing
Monday, December 27, 2010 @ 3:18 AM
Everywhere I go, people around me has perceived me as jolly, carefree and just simply happy. True. I know I have made a lot of people laugh and smile at some point of our lives. I'm usually the one who jokes and laughs a lot, especially when with peers.But I dunno for some reason, I feel lonely. Don't get me wrong. My holiday is going pretty well. Parents loved my gift, got a lot of christmas money from relatives and gifts from friends. But I just feel really lonely. It's like there's something missing. Have you ever felt that? Your life is going pretty well but you have that missing puzzle piece in your own masterpiece, life?
This has been bugging me for days now that's why I decided to put it here. I don't know who I should consult about this and so here I am in front of my laptop making a blog.
Just realized something today. This day, last year, I just had my first kiss. To be honest, looking back, I think it was not a good idea. That kiss was a mistake. It opened a big room of hope for me but it didn't made me any good. If you are to ask me, I have regretted that.
Never again.